Realizing more and more every day how little other people’s opinion of me matters.
I’m going to wear what I want because it’s comfy and I like it.
I’m going to dance randomly in a public place because I want to.
I’m going to say what’s on my mind because it’s what I’m thinking.
Life is too short to live it for other people.
Today has been a bad day.
Depression is real and it sucks and it’s so difficult to keep under control.
So tired….
Sometimes, I miss my grandpa and it doesn’t matter what I’m doing I just randomly get sad.
But I’m not sad because I miss him, the thought that my mom doesn’t have her daddy here anymore just eats at me.
The thought that anyone anywhere has to lose someone they love to death hurts my heart.
Also I’m a big crybaby today and I don’t know why.
Marry your best friend. I do not say that lightly. Really, truly find the strongest, happiest friendship in the person you fall in love with. Someone who speaks highly of you. Someone you can laugh with. The kind of laughs that make your belly ache, and your nose snort. The embarrassing, earnest, healing kind of laughs. Wit is important. Life is too short not to love someone who lets you be a fool with them. Make sure they are somebody who lets you cry, too. Despair will come. Find someone that you want to be there with you through those times. Most importantly, marry the one that makes passion, love, and madness combine and course through you. A love that will never dilute - even when the waters get deep, and dark.
― N’tima (via kevinidentity)
(Source: mariaarroyo)
Well, the deposit is paid and our apartment is picked out.
July 28th here we come. :]
So excited for this new adventure with my love!
